We're doing
good. M: Yeah, we're busy. We just moved into a
new house 2 weeks ago. We are trying to figure out what
furniture we need to buy since we have been living in
apartments for many years!
I was kind of surprised to see this album because I
didn't know Common Children had ended. When did Common
Children end?
M: Well, we did a record called "The In
Between Time" right after I did the first "City on a
Hill" record. I paid for "The In Between Time" myself ,
so we made it really fast and put it out on Galaxy 21
Music. A lot of things happened with distribution and
blah, blah, blah. During that time a couple of the other
guys started playing in a band called The Rugs (which
they are still in) and they were trying to get a
mainstream thing going and Drew started working for a
Christian radio station in Florida. So, I guess it ended
around the time "The In Between Time" came out but you
can't write anything off! Things may happen! We may go
back in the studio if I need to get something out of my
system! (laughter)
The thing I'm maybe most curious about is if there is
any resentment with either of you two. I mean, you are
both amazing artists who have been putting out quality
work for quite awhile while being ignored by the
mainstream. Now, Marc writes "God of Wonders" and you
form GlassByrd and here you are on a major label with a
good push behind it. Does that irk you at all?
C: I would have to say not really for me. With my
first solo record I was under the delusion that you could
make a really alternative record and have it sell well in
the Christian market. Looking back, I think that was just
a young girl's dream.
M: I'm not bitter now. I was for awhile though.
When I made "The In Between Time" I got a lot of it out.
We really enjoyed making that album. We had no
expectations at all. If it sold 500 copies that was fine
with us because I have come to realize that you can't
make music because you want a bunch of people to hear it.
You have to make music because you make music. Right now,
on the side, I'm working on instrumental music and I
realize that no one will probably ever hear it but I get
a buzz from doing it. I love doing it. With Common
Children you have to realize that you are dealing with a
band that was playing clubs and then did three Christian
shows. The third, at Cornerstone, created a huge buzz and
when we got back to Nashville we signed with Tattoo
Records and then we were opening for Cheap Trick and
Better Than Ezra and our music was getting played on MTV
shows. Then the owner died and the company went up for
sale. You just kind of realize that you can't live for
the adoration of strangers. What matters the most is what
the people around you think. This record, and the stuff
we are working on now, is about being a part of a
community of artists and people who want to express their
faith. So, as long as we're making music that we are
happy with and that we feel expresses where we are we're
happy. There's also a part of it that is simply the fact
that we are aware of who the audience is this time
around. There's a long story that goes along with that. I
was bitter, very bitter, around the time of the second
Common Children record. I have slept on couches and
floors, I have slept in the desert because I'm a
musician, I have sacrificed or whatever for the purpose
of my music. It took me awhile to get back to the place
where I could see the purpose of Christian music and not
be this pretentious person that is cooler than everyone
else. The kind of guy that doesn't understand why no one
is "getting" him. Before I even knew that there was a
"City on a Hill" coming up, I opened up the Psalms and
started singing to God for the first time in a long time.
I was realizing that this still served a purpose. I went
into a Christian bookstore, after about a year of not
being able to set foot in one, for the sole purpose of
finding a book that would feed my faith. It was like a
light bulb went off that day! I was like, "This is what
this is here for." It's here to remind people they are
not alone and that there are other people that share
their faith. After "City on a Hill" and writing "God of
Wonders" and all that stuff that happened, I got to know
some more "mainstream" artists and my skepticism
dwindled. I came to realize that these people really mean
what they do and they have great intentions. Our
community is not just for musicians, it's for normal
people. It's for the person with a mohawk, the person
that wears a suit, the person that shops at the Gap,
that's the body of Christ. This record isn't really us
sitting down and making a record, it's a collection of
songs that express where we were at the time.
I have to admit that the fact that so much of "Open
Wide This Window" was "worship oriented" , for lack of a
better term, really caught me off guard. Do you feel that
labels paid more attention to you because of the worship
songs?
M: Could be, it's a weird thing for me to go
from being completely unknown and obscure to having 3 or
4 songs in the Top 30 AC songs of last year. I have been
writing for a lot of people. I'm getting calls now from
people who need an AC single and think "Let's call Marc
Byrd up". When we started this record though, we didn't
say "Yeah, let's make a worship record." That wasn't it
at all. We went into this record with 24 songs. We had a
song taken off and 2 songs added but we're proud of every
song that's on the record. I don't think that it's
necessarily a worship record. My idea of worship is not
"Let's get together and sing some songs." That's the
reminder portion of worship to me. That is the kind of
thing that reminds you what you believe and who you
believe in. Your act of worship is really more about
going out and taking care of the least of these, loving
your enemies, putting others before yourself, and trying
to be Christlike. For me, "Tonight (I Want to Live in
Your World)" , "Peace to You", "Everywhere I Turn", "Wake
Up", "Mercy", "Wounded Healers", those songs, more than
half the record is more about encouraging people. Whereas
"God of Wonders" , "I Stand Amazed", "Jesus, You Are
Beautiful", those are definitely worship. I also have to
be careful to say that I don't think that there is
anything wrong with worship. I think we were designed and
made for worship and the bizarre thing for me is to know
that I was involved in a worship group form 1989-91 and
all of a sudden, year's later, people are acting like
it's a brand new thing. It's not, it's as old as the
Christian church. Some people maybe don't understand ,
maybe it doesn’t do anything for some people, maybe some
people don't like the music, but the point is that we all
need to be worshipping at some point, whether it's when
we are alone or with people or quiet or with songs. The
way I look at a large part of this record is, "Hey,
thanks you guys for embracing 'City on a Hill'. Thank you
for loving 'God of Wonders' so much. I don't want to
alienate you." I don't want to make a record that only I
understand. I don't want to sing about my problems, I
want to sing about the growth that has occurred over the
last few years in my walk with Christ.
C: A big part of it comes from us just getting
involved in a church and worshipping alongside our fellow
Christians that we are completely different from or that
we are very similar to, people that we don't like and
people that we do like. It's about feeling connected to
the body of Christ and wanting to explore that connection
and the commonalities between us.
M: I also feel like people don't realize
how hard it is to write a good worship song. Yeah, you
could write a worship song in 5 minutes but it wouldn't
be a very good one. Your trying to express things that
have been said for 2000 years! When Steve (Hindalong) and
I go to work on "City on a Hill" we are very aware of the
fact that it has to come from the gut. We can't be like,
"Well, we have to write another hit." "God of Wonders",
"Holy is Your Name", "With Every Breath", when those were
written there was no "City on a Hill" record. They were
written because I needed to get it out and it connected
with people. I think it connects with people because they
are hungry for worship. I always want to be careful of
that because I don't want to use worship as a marketing
tool, it just so happens that I have written some songs
like that that have "stuck", for lack of a better word,
in that genre. It's been a blessing. For me, and I know
Steve and Christine would say this also, it has forced us
to be more aware of God in our writing. Not in the
background but in the forefront and that has been great
for us spiritually. Like Christine says, a lot of these
songs come out of those private times where we are alone
with God. It so easy to become familiar with Christianity
and the Gospel and not be shocked that a dead man got up
and rose. The God of love is at the center of this thing
that wants to have a relationship with us. You've got to
breathe life into these things. At the point where I was
when I started writing for this record, that's what it
was like. Things were new to me again and I was hearing
the good news from a fresh new perspective. That's what I
try to, get outside of what I was raised in and study and
experience this stuff from a brand new perspective. It
truly shocked me and challenged me like I hadn't been in
a long time.
So, with the release of this album you are pretty much
in the mainstream of Christian music. What do you think
about the market you are entering? I guess I have to
count myself in the minority because I think Christian
music is in a rough place. I can't stand all the worship
sing-alongs that totally dominate the market.
M: To me, it remains to be see if we are in
the mainstream or not. A lot of our "artistic type"
friends, like Sixpence None the Richer, really seem to
like our record. Things like that are usually signs that
"Hey, this might not sell!" (laughter) I think that as
far the sing along thing goes, there has to be a
difference. If you go into Tower Records, your going in
their to buy music. Your going in there because you are
challenged by music or want an interesting listening
experience. If you go into a Christian bookstore and most
of what is sold there is for the edification of the body,
period. It's not just for music lovers, it's not just for
musicians. I wish that everyone could be as in tune as
most musicians and some music critics, but they're not. I
mean, the mainstream market is really horrible too right
now. You have all this pop stuff and then you have these
few moments of bright talent that you see shining. It
remains to be seen still whether those talents will be
embraced or not. I realized a long time ago that my
favorite kind of music is not even going to be embraced
by the mainstream mainstream. I think that we made a
record that appeals to everyone. Jesus didn't usually
hang out with smart people. Most of the people he hung
out with would probably love these sing alongs because
they were farmers and fisherman. They didn't know any
better, they were just simple people who understood the
love of God that was being expressed through Christ
. C: There's a place for both. Of course, I
believe in music that stretches and challenges people and
I believe in Christian music that does that. I have two
sides to me though. I enjoy singing worship music and I
enjoy being in church and lifting up the name of God in a
simple song with a simple melody. Simple doesn't have to
mean inadequate. Marc and I have both of those sides to
our creativity and it's only natural that we explore both
sides of ourselves.
M: Like Paul said, "Some preach the gospel in
vain and for selfish ambition and some preach it with
good intentions, nevertheless I rejoice that the gospel
is being preached." Whether or not the gospel is being
preached in Christian music right now remains to be seen
and is open to interpretation. I would have to say that I
don't listen to a lot of the mainstream Christian music
out there. I also definitely think that we should shoot
for high standards musically and that we should shoot for
being creative but it should never be surprising that
people in the church don't embrace change or that which
is cutting edge or creative. It's been that way for 2,000
years! Th church is always the slowest to change. I don't
think that's a bad thing because the church is the
guardian of the truth and it's supposed to proceed with
caution when any changes come along. What shouldn't
happen is that the artists shouldn't flee the church and
leave it to burn because they are not be accepted. You
have to get in there and be willing to accept the people
who don't get you either. We don't go to church to be
around people that act like us, think like us, dress like
us, like all the same music that we do, we go there to
experience diversity and worship God with people who
express that in different ways. I can't be guilty of
saying, "Your music is inferior because I don't
understand it." because then I would just be doing what
other people have done to me in the past. I have to be
careful that I don't judge people like I have been judged
in the past. Some people are moved by these worship
songs. The idea though that worship is just when you get
together and sing sing alongs, that's got to be rooted
out and stopped. Your lifestyle and everything about you
should be an act of worship.
Do both of you have a favorite song on "Open Wide This
Window"?
C: I definitely do. It's one that Marc wrote
called "Mercy". He wrote it by himself and he sings it.
It's just a beautiful song. It's just the story of his
journey.
M: For me it's just what separates
Christianity from the other world religions. It's grace
and mercy and forgiveness and if I had to sum up my
journey with one word it is "mercy". It started, believe
it or not, when I was in the desert stranded with Common
Children. It just kind of took off from there. My other
favorite song is "Wounded Healers" , which is a song
Christine wrote, that is based on a book called "Wounded
Healers". It's basically saying that we worship a wounded
healer and by his wounds we are healed. Instead of hiding
or wounds , so many people stay away from Christians
because they don't have it all together and they think
Christians do, let's come together and join together in
our brokeness and our suffering and rally around our
suffering lord. I love that song and I think it's Steve
Hindalong's favorite song on the record too. C: It
was just so important to us to offer hope to people with
this record. I think Marc said it earlier, we don't
really consider this a worship record because so much of
it is talking to our fellow Christians and just offering
them hope and a hand to hold. It hopefully offers them
someone to walk with in their suffering. I think a lot of
that comes from us getting married and having each other.
We use our own wounds and our pasts to help heal each
other. Offering that and having that offered to me has
meant so much, especially to me these last few years.
From being dropped from that first record deal and losing
everything that I though was so important and having
people there with me to support me and to help me through
when the bottom falls out. Through all that the one that
was still there was Christ.